My Dreams came true but only half...

last week..he told about his feels to me..n he said that he loves me too..but if we come as couple..he afraid that if we're apart, we'll become enemy or hate one by one..
n he said that's true he already back with that girl..
uhmn..that's hurt me..
he said he loves me..
but when i asked why does he back with that girl..n he answered, he don't really know why..his brain dizzy at that time..so he don't know why that he accept her again..
n when i asked does him love that girl..n he answered...that thing..too hard for me to tell it to anyone..it's really hard..he said so..at that time im cried..im happy but im angry too..i thanks to God..im happy but i felt that kinda im not really satisfied..buh~~XDD..but God's gave me the best~^_^
now..that means if he not break up with that girl again..he still had a feel to her..
right..?
some of my friends said like this, "his principts are wrong bout it~!" n someone told me, "that girl kinda cheapy girl.." (it's little rude eh..?), n some talk like this, "he is egoistical one, what's his FB eh..??? what's his phone number eh..???"
hahhaha~like that..
n many more again . . .
ah..
n now..oh not now but yesterday..his girlfriend already knew that i love her boyfriend...but when at the chat she's friendly..but in her status..wew..that's really annoyed me..XDD
humn..
n when i saw his profile..she's kinda mad..but he doesn't reply her comment..i don't know why..ahhahaha~it's too long for i tell it here..hohoho~nice day to me~!1
uhmn..but today im now seen him in church..where did he go..?
hahaha~i'll ask him soon..bye bye~

Ah cape bgt ~!

bused dha~!
ne gw slma 3 hari berturut" thu ngrusin mading trus tw g~!
plg na jdi jem stnga 5 mllu...sadis thu~! hari ne jg lomba..lomba 17an...lomba iklan gw ancur bgt gle~! ada ank klas 9 yg ngisengin kta na mha..huh...trus tdi gw ikut lomba tarik tambang..gw pkir na tkut tngan gw brdarah..haha~tw na kg..byasa" z..klas gw lwan 7C..glw sarap thu smwa~! kuat" bgt..~!
bdan na jumbo" smwa~! hadoh..klah 2x dha gw..tp x ne mnding..lha taon kmren gw kseret" mpe k kolong" kaki org"..>_<
mmlukan..tdi thu gw g bsa nahan sma s'x..soal na thu lcin~!><
jdi g bsa nahan..><
huh...klo d jalan batu gw bsa thu kyk na.wew..
my love story lgi ne..
humn..gw curiga mreka backstreet..klo thu emg bner..gw g akn bsa sbar lgi ngadepin dy...dsar cwo plin plan..mw na ap sh..? kta na g mw bkin gw sdih..trus knp lu bgtu..? hah~!
pngecut~! knp klo emg u backstreet kg crita" k gw..?
tkut gw sdih gtu..?
hah..?
thu pas u ikut lomba iklan gw g brani lyt u tw g..~!
gw pura" k kantin beli minuman..mata gw dh berkaca-kaca lyt u kyk gtu..
gw kabur k bngunan SD lt.2..gw g than lg..gw nangis d situ breng febby...
gw d lytin m ank SD..mmlukan..huehehehhe~
huh~! ttep gw ksel..parah bgt thu~!
gw dh korbanin bnyk hal dmi lu tw g..tp ap..?
hasil na sia"..payah bgt~!
oke..mngkin sgini z..oyh,..hari snen ne gw g bsa ikut mading..coz mw k jkrta..
repot ne..

HUAKZ..sungguh bete hari ne...

humn..hari ne sangat membosankan~humn..ga jg sh...sbntar lgi merdeka~XDD
tapi hrus ngurus 3 mading mnggu ne..oh no..what the..XDD
wew..gw kngen m 7B yg dlu..saat" bersama dy..skrg..humn..jauuuuuhhh..
dri sabang sampai merauke..dari timor sampai k talaud..eh bner pa kg..?
huh...knp yha..klo dy da d humz gw thu gw ngerasa gw akrab n dket bgt m dy..serasa dy thu mlik gw s'org..tp klo d skul..gw ngerasa jauh m dy..hikz..sdih...mw cpet" bkin komik neh..XDD
huaaaa...pusing uy~XDD
mngkin..ntar bbrpa saat kmdian gw bkal post lg..tp skrg gw mw kluar dlu..mw maen fb..trus mkan trus tdur..XDD
trus nyiapin peralatan bwt bsok..

Huah~BT abiz hari ini~X(

Huah...cape n lemes dhe gw..olahraga tdi krg sadis tw ga...tenaga gw terkuras untuk lari bulag balig..
pdahal klo gw lari lgsg gw bisa cpet..kn tenaga gw mpir abiz thu..tdi z pas gnti baju gw rsa na ga kuat..X( mw pingsan~hueee..untung na tdi g da mandarin..coz lao shi na lgi k jakarta..ah tpi gw g bsa test..huh..n lgi..tdi apes gw..pas IPS ktwan g pke iket pinggang..sruh nulis "BAJU SAYA TIDAK RAPI" 1 halaman..tp gpp sh..no problem for me..XDD..gliran gw pke iket pnggang kga d periksa..dsar thu~XDD..huemn..skrg yg pasti gw cpe..tp gw msih mw online..XDD
humn..huee...tdi g sempet ngbrol m dy..cm sling sapa dwnk..huh..ksel...trnyta cwe thu msih ngarep ieh..sdhlah..byarkan cinta mmlih..XDD♥
nha..berhubung sbntar lgi 17 Agustusan..klas gw ntar bkin mading yg bertemakan 17 Agustusan..humn..ssh neh..bhan" na harus bkas...klo mw bli pun maks pke uang kas 20 ribu...huh..dkit...ssh neh..mngkin pke koran . . . eh tpi g mungkin...yha..kyk na gw bkal pke kertas HVS..XDD
humn..tntang kaos klas..gmna yha..gw lom ngumpulin..huehehehe~tmen" gw ad yg sk rancangan gw..bguslah...tp bnyk saingan neh...hadoh..ternyta soal" bwt olimpiade sains thu ssh bgt ea~! parah bgt...pljaran klas 7 gw dh lpa~XDD
mna gw inget...heheh~berkat ank klas 7 yg pndah k fisika gw bebas dhe~XD
humn..well..skrg gw kngen bgt m dy...tp..apa daya..udahlah..bsok ge ktmu..(kta sp??) (kta gw) (halah)
yah yah~g enak jga neh klo g skelas m dy...sepi~eh ga deh..kyk na lbih enak klo gw g skelas m dy..gw bimbang neh..msih sk g sh m dy..eh bkn ska..tp syg n cinta..

hbis na gw jdi bngung m perasaan gw ndri..tp sh mpe saat ne klo gw d dket dy pasti gw "acting"..humn...bngung...gmna yh..klo d dket dy thu gw g bsa nunjukin sfat gw yg sbnerna..jdi ksel m dri gw ndri...gw bngung gmna spya gw thu bsa bersikap byasa" z klo d dket dy..dag dig dug..*smirk*..humn..sgini...z dlu untuk hri ne..mw maen fb n fs dlu..^_^)bye..GBM..(God bless me..XDD)

Little bout me..^_^

Ea..inilah blog pertama yg gw bkin..dlu thu gw bngung..apaan sh blogger bla bla..akhirna gw pnsaran n gw cb..mngkin akan mnyenangkan~
yosh~i'll tell you all something bout me..so check this out..^

gw adlah cwe dgn tnggi bdan 170 cm..ck ck ..tnggi ea..?klahiran 1996..skrg klas 2 SMP..
HUMN..gw sk american british conversation..^_^ n like anything bout JAPAN~^_^
skrg ni gw lgi d sibukan oleh plajaran" geje nan aneh..huh...gw krg nyaman untuk blajar saat ne~
geje tp kece..(halah)..lanjut~

gw bkal ksih tw ap yg byasa na gw lkkukan~

yaitu..klo biz plg skul gw byasa na maen dlu d skul mpe jem 3 kurang..tpat na gw mejeng breng tmen" gw d blakang aula..
kdg" sk gngguin org"d sktar stu..n kita share mslah pljaran tdi d klas..kmdian..topik yg gw omongin m temen" bknlah topik byasa...
mw tw knp..?sebagai cntoh..misal na kita lgi ngomongin plajaran eh nyambung" k rampok..dri flu babi jdi k mslah pcaran..ck ck ck..unik na topik yg gw omongin m tmen"..wkwkwkwk..
lanjut..humn..kmdian gw jg sk maen game, persona is the best~gw cinta bgt m game persona..astaga..ATLUS thu kren ea~! gw jg sk lgu" SHOJI MEGURO..bner" excellent composser dhe~XDD..humn..YUMI KAWAMURA jg..suara na thu lho bner" indah nan lebay dkit..XDD..gw sk bgt~SHIN, MINATO, SETA, who's the next..? is there PERSONA 5..?
i hope so~! ATLUS~! release it please~!
humn..then..gw jg sk ngegambar..yg psti gw sk ngegambar org..tp gw pling g bsa gmbar org asli..ntar yg jdi mlah PICASSO..alias gmbar yg hancur~XDD..cita" gw pun jdi komikus~ah dridlu gw mw bkin kmik ndri tp kg jdi"..lyt gmbar" gw yg dhulu kala rsa na malu sndri..n dalam hati gw ngomong gni, "astajim..jelek amat gmbar gw.."
wkwkwk..yh yg psti taon k taon ad perubahan..n tmen" slalu support gw~hehehe~n gw sk dngerin lagu~gw suka bgt sm lgu" yg keren~^_^...misal na lgu tema THE WORLD ENDS WITH YOU..yg jdul na TWISTER (remix)
kyaaahh..that's so cool~! that's featuring Mai Matsuda..
nha..mngkin yg prtma kali ini g perlu pnjang..mw lyt hsil na gmna~XDD
hehe~
nah see ya~(ngomong m sp luh jess??)(sp z lha yg lyt blog ne..XDD)(ea kumat dhe gila na)(heuh)