My Dreams came true but only half...

last week..he told about his feels to me..n he said that he loves me too..but if we come as couple..he afraid that if we're apart, we'll become enemy or hate one by one..
n he said that's true he already back with that girl..
uhmn..that's hurt me..
he said he loves me..
but when i asked why does he back with that girl..n he answered, he don't really know why..his brain dizzy at that time..so he don't know why that he accept her again..
n when i asked does him love that girl..n he answered...that thing..too hard for me to tell it to anyone..it's really hard..he said so..at that time im cried..im happy but im angry too..i thanks to God..im happy but i felt that kinda im not really satisfied..buh~~XDD..but God's gave me the best~^_^
now..that means if he not break up with that girl again..he still had a feel to her..
right..?
some of my friends said like this, "his principts are wrong bout it~!" n someone told me, "that girl kinda cheapy girl.." (it's little rude eh..?), n some talk like this, "he is egoistical one, what's his FB eh..??? what's his phone number eh..???"
hahhaha~like that..
n many more again . . .
ah..
n now..oh not now but yesterday..his girlfriend already knew that i love her boyfriend...but when at the chat she's friendly..but in her status..wew..that's really annoyed me..XDD
humn..
n when i saw his profile..she's kinda mad..but he doesn't reply her comment..i don't know why..ahhahaha~it's too long for i tell it here..hohoho~nice day to me~!1
uhmn..but today im now seen him in church..where did he go..?
hahaha~i'll ask him soon..bye bye~