I STILL LOVE HIM..!!

Honestly i still love him until this second..i miss all of my sweet memories with him...i love him so much..i miss everything with him..everyday i never forget about him..i dunno why i still love him..

although he already got a girlfriend..huft..i wonder one day i get someone better than him and i can make another sweeter memories than before..i really want to get a new one..

Honestly too..i wanna be his girlfriend right now..and..i wanna all of the truth open..!! I ever said this, "I will love you until my last breath..!" to him in text message via mobile..and i don't know how's his feel.. hm..

I ever gave him a cute frame as his birthday present..i bought it by my self and with my own money..ah..and he said, "Thanks, jess.." I really appreciate his words.. i love him so much..i miss our time.. but it's already passed..why i feel the past is more beautiful than future..? geez..i won't be like this..i should patient..hm..

what should i do..? i love him so much.. im sad if i remember about that sweet memories..

It's Holiday..^___^

Hey Fellas..! it's holiday..! whoa i got 7th rank in Term. 1..! yeah not bad..hey..Merry Christmas and Happy new Year, guys..^^

hm..it's kind of weird holiday..hahaha..^^ i pretty like it coz i enjoy it with my nii-chan..^^ hm..hey..i adored my friends while they on the stage last 25..!! they're cool..!! they attended Candlelight Service..too bad im not join it..=3=) because of what..? im too shy and forgot about the date of last exercise..haha..so fool..! geez..! next year i wanna join..!! except nothing...!! hehe..sorry God..forgive me Father..>,<

hm..about this holiday..almost everyday i get up at 9.00 a.m..hm..im too tired ..? haha..weird me..XD

geez..i wanna go to somewhere in these holiday..hm..in next 1 January 2010 i will go to Jakarta..i will gather with my families..hope that's be a great event..hm.. Yensan is holiday in Bali.. Putri is in Solo.. Cynthia is in Malay..geez..==" they're all gone from Karawang..wanna go to somewhere..!!!
Merry Christmas and Happy new Year..!!^___^ God bless us..^^

love Rin n Len..Len the most~!

I LIKE RIN n' LEN..^^ HEHE~ BUT..ESPECIALLY I LOVE LEN..XD KAWAII.. OZ, BREAK, GILBERT, LEN, KANATA, WANG ZI..
ALL CUTE~!♥