I STILL LOVE HIM..!!

Honestly i still love him until this second..i miss all of my sweet memories with him...i love him so much..i miss everything with him..everyday i never forget about him..i dunno why i still love him..

although he already got a girlfriend..huft..i wonder one day i get someone better than him and i can make another sweeter memories than before..i really want to get a new one..

Honestly too..i wanna be his girlfriend right now..and..i wanna all of the truth open..!! I ever said this, "I will love you until my last breath..!" to him in text message via mobile..and i don't know how's his feel.. hm..

I ever gave him a cute frame as his birthday present..i bought it by my self and with my own money..ah..and he said, "Thanks, jess.." I really appreciate his words.. i love him so much..i miss our time.. but it's already passed..why i feel the past is more beautiful than future..? geez..i won't be like this..i should patient..hm..

what should i do..? i love him so much.. im sad if i remember about that sweet memories..